I don't remember many dates.
I have no idea what date I got engaged on.
I only remember the day I met Josh because it was his birthday.
I made him show me his ID to prove it.
Today was supposed to be my 20 week ultrasound for nugget.
And that makes me so so so so so sad.
This should have been such a joyous day.
It still was.
Lily was home from school. She, Max, and I had a great day.
We cleaned Lily's room and rearranged all the furniture.
Talk about a good distraction.
We played games and read books.
All four of us laid in bed tonight and read one of my favorite books
"Leonardo the Terrible Monster"
Josh flattered me, "These kids are so happy and dinner was amazing"
But I couldn't sleep.
And here I am.
Blogging the part of me that is broken,
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