Well my little angel we need to tell these people... I went in with Emma, Lily, and Max (and Josh) to hear your little heart beat today. It was gone. They took me alone for an ultrasound. I saw your little body and head. Laying so so still. No movement. No heart beat. That fucking sucks.
I am sad that you don't get to be born alive and be held alive.
I will not be back online for at least a few more days.
Miss you little friend.