January is a time of self reflection. I have some changes I would like to see in myself in 2013. Goals to work toward.
First and foremost - I have got to focus seriously on my weight. I am at my largest nonpregnant size. What a waste of time. I have too many things I want to do this summer to be slow and chubby. I need to loose at least 30lbs. Ideally 50. But I have to get that 30 gone. I have been pregnant, depressed, pregnant, and breast feeding. Its not a perfect excuse but it will do. My own weight was just not anything I cared about. Now its time to care. I'm not sure exactly how I am going to do it, but I will.
Second - its time to care about my emotional wellness. I have been on survival mode since we lost our baby and now its time to take this new person I have become and establish some new friendships. I have grown to love these crazy girls that I work with. I need to put myself out there and ask them to have dinner after work some times. I need to set up couples play dates. I need to start making new friendships with people who I have something in common with. I'm excited to give it a shot. It's been awhile since I had the drive to maintain friendships properly. I'm ready to change that.